Procrastinating Teachers

Dear Teachers,
If you are going to post a question for me to answer that is due sunday night at 12 o'clock, can we please have it posted before sunday morning? i mean seriously??? I'm at an out of town baseball tournament and there is only a hnadful of moments that i have internet connection. I have been trying all weekend to get the blog posted and out of the way so i wouldn't have to deal with finding a reliable internet connection. I would appreciate it very much if teachers wouldn't be procrastinators and make me suffer for their lazyness. I did my job, now it's not my fault that you aren't doing yours. That is all.

East Texas Rough Riders

I must say, I am really enjoying watching my little brothers baseball team play. They haven't lost a game yet and they have only tied one game. I can't help but get super excited when i find out they have a tournament, and the week just can't seem to be over fast enough. The only down fall to his all-weekend-tournaments is that i end up missing a little bit of church :(. I'm in choir, and to go on the New York trip this summer i have to attend 75% of the practices and Sunday school. Well, because all of daniel's tournaments are out of town it's hard for me to get back on sunday's... this is a delima.

silly books

So i have been reading the same book for almost a month now..... Needless to say, it's not exactly keeping my interest. I'm reading P.S. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern. I thought this book would be my new favorite because i am in love with the movie, but i'll admit. It let me down. I wish i could say some extremely uplifting review on it, but.... to be honest.... the movie was WAY better. The book is NOT like the movie. SO if you love the movie stay away from the book, and i guess if you love the book...  I'm not your favorite person right now.... :o

A little time

I'm sitting in my room with 3 candles lit. I am listening to ingrid michaelson. I am taking a little time to relax before school starts and life picks up at full speed again. I've enjoyed summer, but i'm actually ready for school to start. I'm gonna be a junior. This is the first and (hopefully) last time i will ever be a junior in high school. SO i plan to make this the best junior year of my life. Well, i'll keep you up to date on how that goes.  

boys boys boys

i am so so so done with this mixed signal crap. i'm tired of letting people walk all over me just because they pretend that they like me. This is stupid and i'm over it. Boys aren't worth my time, so forget that. i'm done. well for now at least.... :P

moving on from this

it's funny how my brain moved on faster than my heart did. I thought i was over you. I thought i was over this. But it turns out that all i can do i s think about you. All i can talk about is you. And when i close my eyes... all i see is you with her. I'm on the outside due to my own mistake. I don't regret what i did. It made me stronger. But i wish all of my dreams i had with you could become a reality. But it seems like what i wanted is creeping further and further away. Your words wounded me and left me alone with nothing but my tears. I forgive you even when you don't care to ask for my forgiveness. Even if your love wasn't real mine was. I don't know how to fix it. And i don't know how to change it. All i know is that you moved on and i can't let go.

armed and dangerous

I got my license today! My wonderful mother scheduled an appointment for this morning, and after jump start at herschel's with my church, i went to the DPS and got my license. It was super easy, and i didn't have to parallel park which was a relief. I think it was kinda a bitter sweet feeling for my parents though, because they were happy to see me so happy, but they were also extremely sad to see their little girl growing up and not needing them to drive them to school. 16 years ago today my mother was having me and now i can drive myself where i need to go. I know this is hard for them, but i am so happy that they trust me enough with this responsibility. I love my parents and i love my car!!