moving on from this

it's funny how my brain moved on faster than my heart did. I thought i was over you. I thought i was over this. But it turns out that all i can do i s think about you. All i can talk about is you. And when i close my eyes... all i see is you with her. I'm on the outside due to my own mistake. I don't regret what i did. It made me stronger. But i wish all of my dreams i had with you could become a reality. But it seems like what i wanted is creeping further and further away. Your words wounded me and left me alone with nothing but my tears. I forgive you even when you don't care to ask for my forgiveness. Even if your love wasn't real mine was. I don't know how to fix it. And i don't know how to change it. All i know is that you moved on and i can't let go.